Today has been a difficult day.
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I have returned from being away to find that I am more unsettled than when I left and I am again pondering the necessity of such get aways.
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Relaxation is hard for me on the best of days and stepping away from what is familiar is cause for much anxiety.
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And so I guess I should not be surprised that the day has been gray outside and within.
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Here now tonight I turned to what has become a kind of Oracle for me, one of the AI image creation servers I collaborate with.
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I asked it a simple question, what does depression look like?
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These images were its answers.
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And somehow as I write this and gaze upon the pictures, I find a kind of peace.
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